A rant

Sometimes I feel finished. Often times in my life I try my best not to be too overly dramatic but I frequently find it difficult to distinguish normal behaviours from the ridiculous and unnecessary ones. As i sit here in my room at 2 am in the morning staring down over my carefully laid out yugioh cards I can't help but think of how sad this must look. A 17 year-old male that's playing a highly outdated or perhaps just juvenile card game. But then again maybe i'm just getting normal and abnormal actions mixed up again. I really just try not to think about what is normal or abnormal behaviour but i just don't think that that's human. The truth of the matter is that humans don't like to be alienated. I truly believe that any loner or outcast would say that if he or she could find like-minded or compatible people that they could spend their time with that they would. At least that's what I say. And i know for fact that i'm not on the inside of the circle. Maybe i'm not making sense, maybe i'm just being overly dramatic again. But i don't even want to take the time to discern the difference. I think the minute you assure yourself that you absolutely are not going to do something , that's when you've just dug you're own grave. It's just like what Hank said (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxIL4thb3NA) the more you focus on just winning the game is just more time that you're spending losing. So now that my extremely latent emotions are beginning to subside again. I'm going to get back onto my path of not trying to win the game but just playing it. So until next, thanks for reading.